As a result, I want nothing
i haven't a place to cakk it "home"
i haven't a person to be near without fear of lonelyness.
i haven't a life-only internet connection.
i haven't a feeling of life.
i know all song, that can touch my Spark, but they are not enougth anymore.
i have nothing to say, to feel, to breath, to live for.

only long depression. feelings are dying, Spark is empty and don't want to shine as usual.

i am too tired, i am too tired of this silly, boring usual life.
i need something to get me out of all these....